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some day ago, I have finished to translate Making Blogger Template Tutorial from ourbloggertemplate.com to Indonesian language. I can say it is great achievement because I don't know about English too much. I hope my reader can understand, hehehe... Now I try to make my own Blogger template. I have tried to tweaking CSS code before, but only for modified template design which made by other person. So, I think that I never made template before.

What do I need??? I don't know exactly. May be I can say that I need fulfilling my primary needs and secondary needs. And if I can do more, I will fulfill my other needs. But It's not as simple as I say. Because human desire is not limited, including my will too. When was a child, I wanted to grow up quickly, but now when I'm 19 years old, I want go to kindergarden again. Such a suck will. You know, we are trapped in cycle of desire. Without start and without end. I hate to say that this cycle of desire is the source of suffering. Do you satisfy with your life? I sure just 20% sure that they are satisfy with their life. The others will give several reason why their life drive in unsatisfied. But, even they know that their life is unsatisfy, they don't know what to do to make it satified. I have thought deeply how to get all I need and satisfy with my life. I study hard but until now I still stupid in what I need. I have fulfilled all my wills but It invite more wills, s...

Soal-soal USM STAN, Soal-soal STIS, Soal-soal SNMPTN, Hasil ujian SNMPTN, USM.STAN, peminat STIS 2009/2010, usm stan, tes masuk stan. These keyword is popular now. Many people found my blog Kamus Pengetahuan by search these keyword in search engine. Since three days ago, traffic to kamuspengetahuan.blogspot.com increase incredibly by these keyword. I know that students in Indonesia are still waiting for SNMPTN news, STAN, and STIS news. They want to know who can pass SNMPTN and get their favorite University. SNMPTN was end, I hope everybody will satisfied even they can't pass it. STIS an STAN are still in progress. all student have to study hard to get them. Hasil ujian and soal-soal, will popular in a month. after all finished, I think nobody think about it again. But this popularity will comes again next year.

I face some door and wait which door will open. I don't know how pass those, but time will give me the answer. I have to try open all. Two doors opened and wait for me. I don't know why,, I look so tired now. I can pass the first test in BMG (badan meteorologi dan geofisika). I hope I can pass other test. It's very long journey...

I don't know where that man came from and why he face me. But, when he said that he like my poems, I felt very happy. I told him that I wanted to publish my book someday. I have some novel, short story and poems. I hope someday everybody read it.

I don't know why, This time I feel so many bad feeling. It may caused by my new job from me, Translating tutorial to Indonesian language. My English not so good, I just do what I can do in this case. I try to translate making blogger template tutorial from ourbloggertemplate.com. actually, it's very bored job, because I need typing while I don't like it. But, this is will be useful tutorial for me. Because I want to make my own template. I want to see my unique template for my blogger blog. The next job is making new blog which contains description of all useful site which have been visited by me. So many job!!!

I don't know that few days ago, 10 June 2009 is a friendship day . My friend gave me a surprised. She called and invited me to meet her. I love to meet her because she want to give me free dinner. hehehehe... She was waiting me in our favorite book store. I arrived there after 30 minutes. When I arrived, she was getting angry because of my late. I didn't hear her protest because I know she can't getting angry more than 10 minutes. As my thought, she back to normal and gave me unique handicraft, a bracelet. I will call it friendship bracelet I don't know where she found this bracelet. This is has simple design and I think the maker made it by hand only. I see my junior high school hair style in this design (I know she has the same opinion). I will tell you short story about her. One of my friend call her MISS QUEEN OF DRAMA . You will agree with my other friend opinion if know her. She can tell fortunes, especially palmistry skill. I usually ask my fortune to her. It...

This is one of beach in Bali. Even I live in Bali, yesterday is my first time visit to this beach. It caused by free lunch to celebrate my friend's birthday. Actually, this beach is very beautiful. It has white sands and clean blue water. The breezy wind can make us relax and forget tired for a while. This beach is similar with Kuta beach but it steeper than Kuta. I would like to spend much time in this place if there is not too much cafe and the weather not as hot as that time. I don't know why everyplace in Bali is used to get profit. So many cafe, hotel, and all facility for tourist. In the future Bali will not like Bali again, everybody change it to be tourist world. I found the same in this beach although not too significant. There is many cafe in Jimbaran beach. It makes me uncomfortable to enjoy the scenery. I want to see silent beach, not like this. But, if you want to find romantic beach for your dinner, I will offer you this beach. You will like the food and the roman...

My friends asked me "Siapa pacarmu sekarang?" in Indonesia it's mean "Who is your boyfriend now?". Their question broke my heart. They should ask "Still in relationship with Mr A?", it will make me better. But with their words I seem like a girl whose boyfriend always change in short period. I don't like!! Even I used to be before. When I was senior high school student, I couldn't find a special person (boy). I can't remind how long I spend my time for each person, because my time for him was very short. My relationship could survive for 3 months only. So... embarrassed. But now is different. I won my prince heart. He always in my side and I like his personality. He is very kind and calm person, I love him so much. We celebrate our relationship anniversary at April, 6 2009. He gave me a brooch, a nice brooch with rainbow color. I can trust that he is my last boyfriend.

I use free internet in my office. By this reason, I can use Internet how much I want. I love browsing, blogging, and facebook. I can't avoid this activity. It's is difficult. Information become primary need now. I can't life without my blog, my facebook and google. Nice! But now I MUST STOP it for a while! I must study for my exam. I will attend SNMPTN and I want to pass it. I have to focus for SNMPTN. I want to get my favorite university. Would you mind to pray for me?????

At May 17th 2009 I celebrated my Otonan . Otonan is my Balinese Birthday. It be celebrate every six month. So, if now I'm 20 years old, in Balinese I'm 40 year otonan. hehehe... Otonan depend on pawukon, day, and panca wara. My otonan is in Tambir, Saniscara wage.

Many of my friends call me "Nak Cenik" (in Balinesse, that word means a child).Perhaps it's becouse I'm the youngest in my office . I just in 20 years old and my Office mate is 24 in average. More over, My body is so little, like a junior high school student. Ok, I'm child, but I can do what they can do. They mock me everyday, but I know it doesn't mean anything. They just want to lough me and make me to be little. I try to get the positive. First, my body is little. It's cute, isn't it. Then, I'm the youngest, It's great achievement, I don't spend too much time like them. I love me. (is it narciss?)

What do you want if you birth again? In Hindu, we call it reincarnation, punarbawa, and samsara. Punarbawa consist of word "Punar" and "bhawa". Punar mean Dead, lost, or destroyed and Bhawa mean birth again. It's possibility mean after dead and birth again. This is the circulation of life. I don't like to be the same in different time. It's boring. I love to be different person in the other time. After my teacher told me about Punarbhawa, I has a dream. I will not become girl again, I want to be a boy. You know? A girl is a very complicated person. In the east country, be girl is very difficult, there is so many thing which repress us. Girl must in feminine appearance, girl must in soft personalize, girl must accept what culture tell to them, a wife must follow his husband, and girl can't get good carrier, just become wife. I can't do it. I'm a free person. I hate cultural prison. And become just wife, My God, please don't ask me to be th...

I don't know how can I fall in love to him. It's so silly thing but true. We just connect in hand phone, sms, chatting, and friendster. But it's just a memory. He saw me in Udayana University when I attend physic contest. I didn't see him, but he said that he had seen me and exited. He got my phone number from my friend. He told my friend that his friend exited to me and want my phone number where as his friends is himself. I love to chat with him. In six months we just chatting in internet or send message to his phone, I didn't has any opportunity to meet him. It's make me sick! i felt that he just play me. I don't like that situation but he never has a will to change it. More over, his friend who in the same school with me usually mock me. he said that I love his friend. I got stress. One day I did a mistake and he can't pardon me. I told him that I know what he think. I know he love me and I think that his friend mock me because he ask to him doing it...

What is ITB? ITB is Institut Teknologi Bandung (in Indonesian) or Bandung Institute of Technology (my translate). ITB is the first technical institution in Indonesia. This University has many great faculty. It's make me exited. I love to be one of it's student (if i can pass SNMPTN). I want to attend School of Electrical Engineering and Informatics (this is one of ITB's Faculty). If you have read my post about "business idea" you will find why I chose it. This information may be able to tell you what is School of Electrical Engineering & Informatics. School of Electrical Engineering & Informatics ( SEEI ) ITB was officially established on January 1st 2006, is a merger of two regarded departments in ITB, i.e. Electrical Engineering and Informatics Department. These two departments have a long history in establishing higher education in Indonesia in the field of Electrical Engineering since 1947, and Informatics since 1982. STEI ITB has been instituting bac...

My work make me bored. I don't like monoton thing like this. Make report everyday can run us to be crazy. I don't have any adventure, I don't have any colors in my life, everyday is report, irregularity, Aeroplane registration, passanger, baggage, fuel, delay, flight number, no one of this thing can make me comfortable. May be my face will revolt to be aircraft. When I was in high school, i has so many activity and enjoy to be part of organitation. I was a jurnalist in the school. Making magazines, creating attractive article, and being part of school jurnalist make me really life. I get my heaven. But now everything have changed. My boyfriend give me a advise to study again. He ask me how about study in univercities. I want it, but I have trouble in finance. He lough me, I like a stupid person now. "Honey, u can search for scholarship. My friends has the same problem like you, but he can finish his study with wonderfull grade. You can. You just should to try." he...

Friend, I have a problem with my english. You will find my problem if have read my blog or my post. I'm not feel confidence to use my english. I don't have good english skill enough. Nowdays, English is very important, for studying, working, Business, earn money in internet, and allmost of our activities. I want to expand my english skill, but it's very difficult to understand grammar, enrich vocab, speaking, listening, and reading. Do you have any advise for me?

I want to give my boyfriend some thing. May be papercraft, books, or accessories. I have looked at gift shop to find, but nothing good. This shop full of gift which specially for girls. I miss him, in july or august I will meet him. It seem to long?? yes, it's very long time, but i doesn't have any choice. I must wait for him.

I don't understand why do people say that I'm a careless girl. Ok, I often forget my key, but it doesn't mean anything. Everybody have done the same. This morning I have done a big mistake in my office. I went to office without shoes, I just used sandals. With my innocent face I met my boss without regret. He looked carefully to me. He inspect me from hair until my toes. "what's wrong sir?" I asked him. "Mmmm... where is your shoes?" I looked at my feet and I saw that I didn't use my shoes. I forget it at the home. Oh my god! I'm such a careless girl!

Now days, short pant is booming in Denpasar, Bali. Going to the beach, u can see almost girls use short pant. In the street u can see sexy girls use as same as the girls in the beach. I don't know how it can work. The girls in the world seems has telepathy. They received all information of fashion in a second and applied that in a day. It's a unbelievable adaptation. For women, fashion is very important, but I think it isn't more than a lie to their selves. They bought all cloths which offered, like they can't live if they can't be fashionable. I'm a women, but I don't think about it too much. It's may be the cause why many people said that I'm not the really women. One more thing I don't know. How can they find that some mode will be the fashion in this month? You know, they use the same cloths in the same period. It's confusing. If you the real women, please tell me!